Does Writing Have An Age Limit?

If there is an age limit, I’m glad no one told Herman Wouk, who wrote his last book at age 100. That said, I attended a conference this weekend where the median age looked to be well past 60. Many participants wondered if they were too old to get published. I don’t know the answer, other than I was past sixty when I got serious about getting a book published.

I worked on the same book for five years before I submitted it to an agent, who took me on. By the last of October, when I was sixty-seven, I had signed a contract with a major publisher in the Christian market, and five days past my 69th birthday, my first book was released. The last time I checked, it had 8,600 4+ starred reviews (out of 5 stars), and I’m working on the edits of book #20. I’m the first to say, “Go for it!”

However…understand that if you want a successful career, there will be sacrifices. Some years I wrote 2 books a year, which is a lot for a slow writer–I can’t turn a 100,000-word book out in six weeks. Some writers can, so I don’t knock it, I’m just not one of them. For me that meant writing 6-8 hours a day, five days a week, sometimes 7 days a week. I’m no spring chicken, so it was hard work.

All writing is hard work. Own it. Know what you’re getting in when you sign that contract, or decide to publish Indy, which is a whole different ballgame from traditional publishing. If you publish Indy, you will be responsible for your deadlines, covers, marketing, and everything in between. It is not for the faint of heart. In reality, writing is not for the faint of heart, either. Like I said, it is hard; otherwise, everyone would be completing a book–a lot of people start writing but never finish.

I can’t tell you if you have what it takes to start a book and finish it–only you know that, but if that’s what you want to do, my advice is to go for it. You won’t know until you try, just make sure you count the cost. The hours sitting in front of a computer, pounding out the scenes in your head, the rejections that are sure to come if you’re submitting to agents or editors, the missed lunches with friends….but the joy of seeing the movie playing in your head appear on the page is amazing.

So, my advice, and this is what I told the attendees of the conference — if you want to write that book, there is nothing stopping you but yourself. TKZers, any additional advice?

 

 

 

Dumb Criminals On Halloween

Since Saturday is Halloween, I thought I’d post a few crimes involving dumb criminals celebrating the holiday, whether it’s Halloween or not. Here’s the first one:

One clown shy of a full load.

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On July 20, 2019, motorists in Westminster, California, a black BMW drove north along the fast lane of the 405 freeway at a mere 2 to 3 miles per hour. On the roof of the car was a clown. More specifically, a man in a clown mask and a green wig, sat on top of the car. Police soon came to pull the luxury clown car over, but that’s when the clown decided to speed up. He fled up 405 at around 70 miles per hour, pursued by California Highway Patrol officers. The clown drove onto the 90 freeway before deciding to make for Venice Beach. At one point during this part of the chase, he climbed back onto the roof of the BMW and “began gesturing” at the police officers chasing him. Finally, the car stopped on the Ocean Front Walk, and the clown fled the vehicle, heading onto the beach. There, he interacted with unaware beachgoers, even stopping to help bury someone in the sand. After that, he took off his shirt and headed into the water. It was at this point that the police caught up with the clown and arrested him.  A woman who was also in the BMW was questioned but ultimately released, and the chainsaw turned out to be a toy. The man’s motive for the bizarre incident was unclear. His bail was set at $75,000 while he awaited a court date.

What is it with clowns dressing like it was Halloween?

On the evening of February 6, 2016, a Jefferson County, Alabama, deputy was flagged down by a passing motorist. The concerned citizen had just witnessed a red Ford SUV lurching and weaving all over the road. The deputy soon caught up with the loopy Ford and pulled it over. At the wheel, he found a tipsy clown.

The driver was clearly quite drunk. He claimed that he’d only had a few drinks at a nearby restaurant. It remains uncertain what his definition of “a few” was. The drunk driver provided no explanation for why he was dressed as a clown.

He was arrested, and it turned out that he also had an outstanding felony warrant for theft. Despite his troubles, when he was photographed for his mugshot, he smiled for the camera. The chief deputy just shook his head and said, “I thought I had everything, but obviously I haven’t seen it all.

No clown here, just a unicorn

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March 16, 2019, a young man set out to rob a convenience store in Baldwin, Maryland, a small community not far from Baltimore. He presumably knew surveillance cameras would capture the incident, so he needed a disguise. He chose a pink and white unicorn costume.

At 5:00 AM, he walked into High’s Dairy Store, dressed in costume and brandishing a crowbar. He used the crowbar to smash a register before leaving with cash and cigarettes. After obtaining the loot, Rogge ditched the unicorn costume and got into a silver Hyundai Elantra driven by his accomplice. The car fled the area.

This daring escape was not to last, however. The two men hadn’t gone far before the driver crossed into oncoming traffic at an intersection. As a result, the car managed to make contact with mailboxes, a Baltimore Gas and Electric pole, shrubs, and a boulder before finally hitting a tree.

The two men were taken to nearby hospitals and upon release, both men were charged with theft, robbery, and armed robbery, destruction of property and first- and second-degree assault. Baltimore County police were able to recover the unicorn suit.

So there you have it, TKZer…dumb criminals, dumb crimes, and they don’t wait until Halloween to show out. Readers, what’s a dumb crime you’ve read about? Or, dare I ask — what was the craziest thing you did on Halloween?

What Got You Into This Writing Gig?

I wasn’t one of those kids who wrote stories in the fourth grade that entertained her classmates. I was too busy reading The Black Stallion and Heidi. No, I began my writing journey at the age of 35, and probably wouldn’t have then, except for one thing. This man came to live in my head.

What had happened was…I couldn’t sleep. Night after night I stared at the ceiling, counting sheep. Then one night, a man suddenly appeared in my vision. He stood at a window with smoke billowing in the background. For a minute, he didn’t say anything, then he turned to me and said, “My life wasn’t supposed to turn out like this.”

Fom then on, when I couldn’t sleep, I told myself stories about what happened to derail his life. Well, he went away and these other people came to live in my head, and they wouldn’t leave until I wrote down their stories on a Hermes portable typewriter. I even thought the first story I wrote was good enough to be published and sent it off to Woman’s World Magazine along with an SASE (Self-addressed Stamp Envelope for those of you too young to remember what the acronym stands for).

The writer’s guidelines specified 2500 words for their Mini-mystery, so of course I sent 4,500 words. The editor, Nancy McCarthy, bless her heart, loved the story and cut it to the required 2,500 words. Don’t.Do.That. Ever! Read the guidelines and send what the publisher asks for. I got lucky. By rights, she should have popped those typed words into the SASE and sent it back to me. But she didn’t, and that gave me enough confidence to keep going. Thirty-plus years later in 2014, my first novel was released–I never said writing was for the faint of heart. But next September my 20th book will release.

Okay, that’s my story of how I started writing. What’s yours, TKZers?

Ways to Engage Readers

Most readers think that writers only write. (I wish) But these days, most authors have to either help promote their books or, with indie publishing, do all the promotion. Marketing that works involves connecting with readers, so I’m always looking for ways to engage readers (after writing a gripping story). I found a few to share with you.

#wordoftheday

Our own Terry Odell shared in an interview that she had been posting #wordoftheday on her social media sites, and I asked if she’d mind if I copied her idea. She agreed after threatening to make me the villain in one of her books and killing me off <G>…What she actually said was, “Sure. I stole the idea from someone else, anyway.”

Every day Terry posts a new word on Facebook (I’m sure you could post it on Instagram and Threads, too) that she chooses from Dictionary.com and asks her readers to make up a definition for the word. You can schedule posts to drop in, allowing you to schedule as many as you’d like or do one each day. It doesn’t take long. You can see that Terry has 19 comments on this post, which is a good response.

#PunDay

Amy Lilliard, another writer friend, creates Pun Day posts. She and a friend each make up a pun, and Amy puts it on her Facebook page and lets her readers pick the best pun. Like Terry’s Word of the Day, these competitions have generated a lot of engagement from readers.

Pinterest Boards

Another way to engage readers is to create a Character Board for your latest WIP on Pinterest. You can ask your readers what they would like to see on the board, or here are a few AI suggestions:

  •  Photos or drawings showing what the character looks like.
  • Specific outfits, shoes, and accessories they wear.
  •  Places they live, rooms, or nature backgrounds that match their mood.
  • Small items like weapons, books, animals, or food tied to their story.
An X offering:

A couple of years ago, there was a Twitter post going around where you posted either the title of a book or the first line, and then added “And then the murders began.” So I thought I’d try it using one of my books. It’s a way to get your book out there without saying, Buy me! This is something you can do on any social media site. I love seeing what readers come up with.

And then the murders began

Polls

Polls are a great way to engage readers. I’ve created polls to see if my readers preferred the beach or mountains as a setting. You can put the poll in your newsletter, a social media post, or on your blog, if you have one. My next book is set in the mountains, and I made that decision after polling my readers.

Blogs

Blogs are a great way to connect with readers. TKZ is a great example of that. I have a blog with over 600 subscribers, over 1,000 visitors each week, and usually 25-30 comments that I always answer.

While those numbers aren’t astronomical, I started out about seven years ago with only 10 visitors each week (my family) and zero subscribers. I’m gaining more each week with my Mystery Question blog, where I have four statements (usually crimes). Three are true, and I make up one. Readers guess which one. Then on Friday, I review a book by another author.

If you decide to start a blog, there are a couple of things to keep in mind.

  1. Provide something that ties into what you write. I write suspense, so the Mystery Question ties into my books. And my Friday post readers appreciate that I promote other authors.
  2. Be consistent. I’ve occasionally had to suspend my posts, and when I began again, it took a few weeks to get engagement going again.
  3. Always respond to the comments — connecting with readers is the whole point of the blog.

Readers like to connect with the authors they read. We should give them the opportunity to learn more about us and our books. Take the time to share a little about yourself with your readers. It’s a win-win situation.

Do you have any ideas you’d like to share?

Brave or TSTL?

Is Your Character Brave or TSTL (Too Stupid to Live)?

We’ve all seen it on TV or in a mystery/suspense novel. We may have even done it. You know — cue the dark music with a serial killer on the loose…the heroine hears a noise in the basement, opens the door, and the dark stairwell lures her down the steps… all the while you’re yelling, “Don’t go down the stairs!”

The thing is, authors want to show that their character is brave. I get that. I really do. But that’s not the way to do it, trust me—I know. Before I was published, I entered my first book in a prestigious writing contest that offered feedback. My heroine knew she had a stalker, had even just received a threatening note from him, but she still parked her car and walked a quarter mile in the dark to her mailbox where she was attacked before she made it back to the house. One of the judges wrote in the margin: TSTL—she knew there was a probability her stalker was out there and she stupidly put herself in danger. It was a painful lesson, but it drove home the point.

Granted, there are times when the author needs that heroine to go down those basement steps when everyone is yelling for her to slam the door and run. The thing is, you have to give your character a VERY good reason to go against all that is sane. She could be a police officer responding to a call, but even police officers wait for backup. Most of the time.

It’s all in the way you set it up.

If you want your character do something that seems insane, give him a reason the reader will understand and even urge him to hurry and do—like saving a baby or adult or even a pet. People run into burning buildings all the time to save someone, so just make sure the reason they act against their own best interest is compelling and maybe the only option open.

Here are a few scenarios I’ve seen:

  • The heroine gets angry with the hero and runs out of his presences into the dark even though she’s just learned she’s being stalked.
  • After being afraid of heights through the whole book, the hero can suddenly climb a fire escape and jump from building to building.
  • The heroine goes to a bad part of the city to find her brother even though she knows there’s a gang war going on.
  • In a historical, the heroine needs water to finish a meal and in spite of being warned not to go to the creek alone, thinks this one time won’t hurt.

So how to fix it:

In each of the cases, a slight variation could make what the character did reasonable.

  • What if instead of getting angry with the hero, he’s hurt, and she has to go for help or he’ll die?
  • Instead of having the hero be afraid of heights the whole book, have him slowly overcome his fear so that when he has to climb the fire escape and jump from building to building, he still has to overcome his fear, but because he’s been making headway with it, he bravely tries.
  • Instead of the heroine going into the city alone, the hero can accompany her, but they get separated, and she has to face the gang members alone, but at least she didn’t go into it alone.
  • Instead of needing water to finish a meal, set the story up so that a medical need requires the water—like a baby being born or someone has been wounded and the water is needed to cleanse the wound—that will make going to the creek understandable and the character a hero.

Readers will suspend disbelief or temporarily allow themselves to believe something is true even though it seems impossible as long as the author lays the foundation for the impossibility. It’s up to the author to set up the action in the story so that when your character does something brave, the reader doesn’t wonder if he’s too stupid to live.

Ok, TKZers, what would make you run into a burning building that’s only smoking so far.

Reader Friday ~ Would You Change Anything?

I’m filling in today for Deb Gorman while she’s on hiatus, and I thought we would talk about mistakes.

We’ve all made them, especially when we’re young. Is there one mistake you’ve made, would you go back and change it? I’ll go first. I’ve made some doozies, but I’m not sure I would go back and change them because that would alter what made me what I am today.

That said, after gold was deregulated, I tried to get my husband to buy gold when it was $36 an ounce. He didn’t. Since I’m terrible at numbers, I’ll let you do the math and tell me what it would be worth today.

Okay, TKZers, is there a mistake you would go back and change? Why or why not?

Letter To My Pre-pubbed Self

This morning I stared at the cursor blinking on my computer screen as I worked on my current manuscript. I’m at the point where that little voice is yelling, “What makes you think you can do this?” I yell back— “I know I can—I’ve done it nineteen times before.” But it’s not helping.

Dale’s post on Saturday encouraged me. While I haven’t lost my writing mojo, I’m tired.
The middle of a book is the hardest for me. They don’t call it the sagging middle for nothing. I know my characters, but they are rebelling on me, not going where I want them to. Of course, eventually I’ll listen to them—if I don’t, they’ll quit talking to me. As I cast my line into the possibilities, a thought hits me.

Did you really think it would be easy?

Before I was published, I doubt I ever gave a thought that this writing gig might be really hard. Back then, I didn’t know what I didn’t know. Now I’m thinking about all the things I wished I’d known when I first started writing many years ago, so I decided to write unpublished-self a letter.

Dear Patricia,

You didn’t know it was going to take so long to get a book published, did you? Thirty years. Would you have kept writing if you had? Or would you have thrown up your hands and said that’s too long and too difficult? I know you were tempted a few times. What a shame it would have been.

Looking back, I can see a few places where you could have made the journey easier. Like if you had connected with other writers earlier, gotten into a critique group, or attended a few conferences. But I realize it wasn’t always an option. It is easier now, with the Internet to connect with other writers. And those self-imposed deadlines could have been a little tighter. That discipline would have really helped when the publisher’s deadlines started coming, like now.

But you did a few things right. Like taking classes, which you continue to do even now. And you finally were able to attend conferences where you met your agent…of course you didn’t realize it would take you five years to finish that manuscript she requested, but you finally did and she accepted you.

You kept learning the craft, so that when God opened the door for publication, you were ready to walk through it. Of course, you still had a lot to learn and each book has taught you something new. And as you write this book, you’ll learn something new again.

I want you to know that when you receive a publishing contract, everything changes. Oh, not the excitement about writing, but the realization that you have a responsibility now to turn in a clean manuscript on time—writing is no longer something you do when you have time. Now you must make time for it. Writing is a job; other people are depending on you to do what you say you’ll do. That means that when a friend calls and wants to do lunch, you won’t always be available. It won’t be easy, but then, I don’t suppose any goal is easy.

Thank you for sticking to it. It’s been a wonderful journey, even the pre-pub days. Keep writing and don’t give up.

Your older and wiser (hopefully) self
Patricia

Okay, TKZers, can you relate? If you’re published, what is something you would tell your pre-published self? Or what would you tell a new, struggling writer?

I’m having a medical procedure, so I may late responding to comments, but I’ll catch up!

 

Write What You Know

Write what you know. We’ve all heard that line so many times that it’s become a cliché, and we usually take it to mean writing about things we personally know and understand. Except…using that definition would stop me in my tracks since I write about villains who kill others, and I have no knowledge whatsoever of murdering anyone.

My personal take on the phrase is to write the emotions I know and research the rest. Then let the research settle in my mind so I can pull it out when I need it. A good example of this is when I sat down to start my first Natchez Trace Park Ranger novel. I stared at the blinking cursor on the blank page for a good two days. It was as if everything I knew about writing had suddenly deserted me.

I paced a bit, got a cup of coffee, thumbed through a couple of craft books, and then remembered, write what you know. Okay, what did I know and what did I need to know about the story? Before I can begin any story, I have to know my characters, since they drive the plot.

That’s where I started — fleshing them out. And hit a wall. My heroine is a law enforcement park ranger, something I only know about from observing from afar. I have no personal information about the job. But I do know how to interview park rangers. I stopped at the nearest headquarters and met the top Natchez Trace Park law-enforcement ranger, and we talked a good while. I learned that all NTPRs were LEOs, and that meant a significant change in the story. She gave me her email address, and we communicated back and forth until I felt I had a handle on my heroine.

My hero is in the undercover Investigative Services Branch of the National Park Service. Since there aren’t many of them, I went about my research a little differently. Again, I went the interview route (don’t be afraid to ask for interviews — people love to talk about what they do). I interviewed a couple of retired undercover cops with the Mississippi Narcotics Bureau and read the bio of another two undercover agents.

When you know nothing about a subject, find someone who does or a book they’ve written.

Then there was the setting. I had never been to Natchez, so that meant a trip. Natchez is one beautiful small city. I stayed long enough to know the routes I needed and to photograph different places where crimes would occur. I also ate at all the local restaurants, including Jughead’s and Fat Mama’s Tamales — you know those places show up in the series.

So far I’m only writing what I’ve researched. Where does what I already know come into play?

The real meat of writing what I know comes into play with my characters’ emotions. Like I said earlier, I’ve never killed anyone or even plotted to kill someone, although I have had fantasies have plotted to get my own way about something. Haven’t you?

When I was much younger, I thought I knew what was best for almost everyone, and proceeded to plan the details. It’s only in looking back that I can see how wrong I was. But I vividly remember my single-minded focus to get my way. Creating characters with that blind ambition works for your protagonists as well as your villains.

Another thing that helps is remembering how it felt as a child or teenager to get caught doing something wrong, or the emotions I went through when I covered up my wrongdoing. How I justified what I was doing and rationalized it even to myself. These are emotions we are all familiar with, and can pour into our characters. And not just antagonists—let your protagonists wrestle with blind ambition. They’re also flawed, after all.

In writing what you know, remember your own greatest desires and fears. Maybe you’re afraid of spiders—you can infuse that fear into a character. I was locked in a closet once and didn’t like being in enclosed places as a kid. Still don’t. My heroine hates being in a place she can’t easily escape from. It was easy describing how she felt because I knew it.

I still remember as a child when we had indoor plumbing installed in our house and lying in two inches of water in the new bathtub, thinking that when I grew up, I was going to fill the bathtub to the rim. My dad’s reason for only two inches? More water costs more money, something we didn’t have much of. That desire drove me for a lot of years. Give your characters that kind of drive.

Dig deep and take your experiences, your hurts, your fears, your desires, and write them into your characters. Then, you will have believable characters that readers can identify with. Even your villains. That’s where writing what you know comes into play.

 

Those Crazy State Laws

Those Crazy State Laws will be a new feature when we have a 5th Thursday in a month.

Lately, I’ve been really interested in laws that were put on the books 50 to 100 years ago and are somehow still around today. Some of them are so ridiculous it’s hard to see why they were made in the first place, but apparently, something happened that made some lawyer official think a law was needed.

So, here we go with 15 crazy laws:

  1. In Arkansas, you can be arrested if you tie your dog to the roof of your car – even if it’s in a cage.
  2. In Montana, it’s illegal to have a sheep in the cab of your truck unless a chaperone is present.
  3. House Bill 110 in Texas was introduced on the House floor, which would require criminals to give their victims 24 hours’ notice, either orally or in writing, and to explain the nature of the crime to be committed. Not sure if it ever passed…
  4. In North Dakota, you may be jailed for wearing a hat while dancing, or even for wearing a hat to a party where dancing occurs.
  5. In one city in Oklahoma, there is an ordinance that says it shall be unlawful to put any hypnotized person in a display window.
  6. In Pennsylvania, all fire hydrants must be checked one hour before all fires. Exactly how anyone would know when a fire is going to happen is a mystery to me.
  7. At one time in Memphis, Tennessee, it was illegal for a woman to drive a car unless there was a man either running or walking in front of it, waving a red flag to warn approaching motorists and pedestrians.
  8. In Georgia, it’s against the law to tie a giraffe to a telephone pole or street lamp.
  9. Here’s another one about a giraffe—residents may not fish from a giraffe’s back in Idaho.
  10. In Indiana, citizens are not allowed to attend a movie nor ride in a public streetcar for at least four hours after eating garlic.
  11. In Arizona, donkeys cannot sleep in bathtubs.
  12. If you’re in Connecticut and walking on your hands, you aren’t allowed to cross a street.
  13. In Louisiana, biting someone with your natural teeth is “simple assault”, while biting someone with your false teeth is “aggravated assault”.
  14. In Chicago, Illinois, it is illegal to take a French poodle to the opera.
  15. In Colorado, it is not legal to keep a mule on the second floor of a building not in a city, unless there are 2 exits.

So there you have fifteen really dumb laws. Have you heard iof any of these? Or others? If so, leave them in the comments.

Why Criminals Believe They Are Heroes

As most of you know, I write romantic suspense with a lot of police procedure, and one of my favorite research tools is a book written by Jennifer Dornbush: Forensic Speak: How to Write Realistic Crime Dramas. She and Debbie Burke are two of my favorite resources on villains…not that either is one. All that to say, I’ve invited her to do a guest post on the Killzone today.

Jennifer Dornbush is an author, screenwriter, and speaker. Here’s a bit about her in her own words:

The television or movie screen is the closest most people will ever come to witnessing the forensic world. But I actually lived it. As a daughter of a medical examiner whose office was in our home, I investigated my first fatality, an airplane crash, when I was 8 years old. Picking up pieces of skull and brain matter, my father simply saw this as a hands-on anatomy lesson. This would be the first of many coroner lessons I experienced over two decades.

Now for a look at how a villain thinks:

The body tells you what happened.
Behavior tells you why.

In crime fiction, readers may be drawn in by the mystery or the puzzle of who committed the crime. What keeps them turning pages is the psychology behind the act.

Readers want to understand how someone justifies crossing the line into violence. They want to see how the logic of the crime holds together from the inside, even when it appears monstrous from the outside.

This is where forensic psychology becomes essential.

One of its most important insights is this: most offenders do not see themselves as villains.

They see themselves as heroes.

That may sound surprising, but it is one of the most consistent patterns investigators observe. People rarely commit serious crimes while believing they are evil. Instead, they construct a narrative that reframes their actions as necessary or justified.

In other words, they tell themselves a story.

That story explains why they are right and the world is wrong. It allows them to bypass the moral barriers that normally prevent harm.

Psychologists call this rationalization or moral disengagement.

Understanding this mechanism matters in both investigation and storytelling. The most compelling antagonists are not chaotic villains. They operate within a belief system that makes sense from their own perspective.

When readers see the internal story driving the crime, the antagonist becomes far more believable—and far more disturbing.

To see how this works, we can look at three powerful examples from real life and storytelling.

The Unabomber: Violence in the Name of Salvation

Ted Kaczynski, known as the Unabomber, carried out a bombing campaign that lasted nearly two decades. His attacks killed three people and injured many others, targeting universities, airlines, and individuals connected to technological development.

From the outside, the crimes appeared senseless and cruel.

But from Kaczynski’s perspective, they were part of a moral crusade.

He believed modern technological society was destroying human freedom and trapping humanity inside systems that stripped life of autonomy and meaning. In 1995 he demanded that newspapers publish his manifesto, Industrial Society and Its Future, which argued that technological progress would ultimately erode human dignity.

Within that worldview, violence became a form of resistance.

Kaczynski believed he had recognized a truth others refused to see. His attacks were meant as warnings—attempts to force society to confront what he saw as an existential danger.

He did not see himself as the villain.

He believed he was trying to save humanity.

This kind of rationalization allowed him to commit violence while maintaining the conviction that he was morally justified.

Forensic psychologists study these belief systems because they reveal how offenders justify crossing moral boundaries.

Violence rarely begins with the thought I want to harm people.

It begins with a belief that harm is necessary in order to get people to pay attention and listen up.

Once that belief takes hold, destructive and violent behavior follows.

Walter White: The Hero of His Own Tragedy

Crime fiction often explores the same psychological dynamic. One of the most famous examples appears in the television series Breaking Bad through the character of Walter White.

At the beginning of the story, Walter appears sympathetic: a struggling high school chemistry teacher facing a devastating cancer diagnosis and the fear of leaving his family with nothing.

His decision to manufacture methamphetamine begins as an ultruistic attempt to secure financial stability for his wife and children. At first, the reasoning feels almost noble. Walter convinces himself he is sacrificing his morality to protect the people he loves.

But as the story unfolds, that justification begins to fracture.

Walter’s actions grow increasingly ruthless. He lies, manipulates partners, and orchestrates violence that destroys multiple lives. Yet he continues to insist he is acting out of necessity.

“I did it for my family.”

That phrase becomes the foundation of his self-image. As long as he believes this heroic mantra, he can continue crossing moral boundaries.

Over time, however, the audience sees what Walter cannot admit. What began as fear for his family becomes pride, ego, and the intoxicating pull of control. Yet abandoning the original story would mean confronting who he has become.

Walter White never wakes up and decides to become a villain.

He simply continues believing he is the hero.

Thanos: The Logic of Catastrophe

Blockbuster films build compelling antagonists around this same psychological principle.

In the Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thanos believes the universe faces inevitable collapse. In his view, overpopulation will exhaust resources and lead to universal suffering.

His solution is catastrophic: eliminate half of all life.

To others, this goal is horrifying. But Thanos does not see himself as a monster. He believes he is the only one willing to make a difficult decision others refuse to consider.

In his mind, he is not committing genocide. He is saving the universe.

What makes the character compelling is the sincerity of that belief. Thanos does not act from cruelty. He believes he is preventing greater suffering and frames his actions as mercy.

The audience rejects his conclusion but understands the logic behind it.

A villain who believes he is evil is predictable and stock.

A villain who believes he is saving the world is far more dangerous and human.

Why This Psychological Pattern Matters

These examples illustrate one of the most powerful principles in forensic psychology: people behave in ways that align with their beliefs about themselves.

If someone believes they are protecting others, their behavior will reflect that narrative. If they believe they are correcting injustice, they will frame their actions as necessary. If they believe they are restoring balance to the world, violence and disruption may become part of that mission.

The key element is not the act itself.

It is the story behind the act.

Criminal rationalization often follows a familiar pattern. A grievance forms, and the offender begins to believe they have been wronged by society, by individuals, or by circumstance. That grievance expands into a broader explanation, identifying an enemy, a corrupt system, or a threat that must be addressed. Eventually, disruption and violence become framed as a solution for that problem.

Once that narrative is fixed in a villain’s mindset, they don’t see themselves as a perpetrator of harm but as hero correcting a grave wrong.

This does not excuse the behavior, but does it explain how humans are able to cross boundaries they normally never would.

Forensic psychology studies these disordered belief systems because they shape both motivation and behavior of criminals. Investigators examine writings, communications, victim selection, and crime scene behavior to understand the internal narrative driving the offender.

The same principle applies to storytelling. The most compelling antagonists are not chaotic forces of evil but individuals whose actions follow a distorted conscience, yet recognizable logic of justification.

Their worldview is warped. Their conclusions and actions are horrific. But their “why” makes sense within their disordered trails of logic.

When the Criminal’s Story Collapses

Every criminal narrative eventually faces the same challenge: reality, truth, order, and justice.

Evidence accumulates. Contradictions appear. The internal story the offender constructed begins to fracture under pressure of real consequences and failed logic.

Sometimes that fracture happens during interrogation. Sometimes it occurs in court. Sometimes it emerges slowly as investigators piece together the truth.

But eventually, the offender’s false narrative collides with the facts and natural law.

That collision is where crime stories reach their most powerful moments.

Because what is being dismantled is the belief system that justified the crime.

When the offender can no longer sustain the story they told themselves—when the hero they imagined themselves collapses under the weight of natural law, truth, and justice— that is when they lose the final battle.

And when they do, the result is the most unforgettable part of the story. Chaos is ordered. Truth wins. Justice is restored. The right and true hero emerges victorious.

The Heart of Crime Stories

Crime fiction is often described as a genre about puzzles, evidence, and the fight for justice. Those elements are certainly part of the appeal.

But at its core, the genre explores a deeper level: the stories bad people tell themselves about who they are and what they deserve… and what they think others deserve.

Forensic psychology helps us understand those stories.

It reveals how grievance and trauma warps a bad guy’s justification, how that justification turns into criminal action, and how action shapes their identity as heroes, not villians.

Offenders never see themselves as monsters.

They see themselves as misunderstood.

They see themselves as necessary.

They see themselves as right.

They see themselves as change-makers.

And most of all—

They see themselves as the hero of the story.

Jennifer Dornbush is an author, screenwriter, and forensic specialist who brings crime stories to life with authenticity and heart. With a background rooted in real-world forensics and a passion for crafting unforgettable mysteries, Jennifer offers readers and viewers a front-row seat to the intersection of science, justice, and human nature. Jennifer’s crime expertise has made her a sought-after speaker, consultant, and educator. Through her webinars and master courses, Jennifer guides writers in melding suspenseful storytelling with forensic realism to the screen and page. Meet her at www.jenniferdornbush.com